so...my summer has been going well so far. It's nice that theres no school...except my online school of course but it's not too bad..it's keeping me busy. But this summer has been really relaxing and stuff...i've been hanging out with friends a lot and I got back from camp a couple weeks ago...AHH I love that place...everything about it..the people and the classes...everything. I'm really excited to be a counselor next year.and our movie rocked...it's defiantly the best we've ever made.

So my agency is finally giving me auditions. They gave me one for an independent film and it looks like ALOT of fun...I realy hope i'll b able to audition. Also Talent Network is interested in me...i'm still not sure though since Houghton has gotten better...well thats all in that catagory of my life....OO!!  but i got in drama 3!! YAY i'm really happy about that....that class is going to b so much fun...hopefully i'll make a show this year awell. At least showcase!! lol

Well..I guess i'm done here..lol ya know it's funny how no1 uses xanga anymore yet i still update....I dunno i just  like it.

It's so frustrating when your trying really hard to stop having feelings for a certain person because you know that it's over

but you just can't stop thinking about them the way you know you shouldn't. It's hard when he still means so much to you and he's still your best friend..but deep down you know he means more to you than just that.. but you know thats all u are to him.

But it's so comforting to know that the feelings for him will eventually go away..and to just hold on untill they do. Everything happends just the way it was meant to...I know that...but sometimes it's hard when your in one of those moments where things just feel so messed up. All you can do is just have faith that things are happening the way they are supposed to and for a reason. 

God makes no mistakes.

"Don't look as though it's the end of world! It isn't! If you'd only believe in yourself a little more things wouldn't look nearly so bad. The way I look at it, it's not what you do that matters so much...it's what you are."

                                                                       -Street Scene

Well once again I shall be writing another random entry. Hm...well my spring break was good. LA was mucho fun!!!...classes were really interesting and it deffiantly makes me excited about starting my carrier out thurrr!!! WOO! lol so yay for that. hmm...what else has happened to me?...uh...jeez nothing really..my life has actually calmed down for once lol....well today my mother didn't pick me up at my bus stop for about 30 min....lol some guy that worked there came out and offered me something to drink...thought it was nice.....but then started getting creepy when he asked if i had a boyfriend and how old I was lol....finally she came...YAY!

Summer is almost here